HAZIRAH IN 10 YEARS

Since I'm still a kid, I have a lot of ambition. I find everything is interesting. When I went to school, I think being a teacher is fun. Teaching, marking paper, lead the students. But when I'm sick and have to go to clinic or hospital, I think being a doctor is cool. Treat a patient, wear white coat, put stethoscope around the neck, wow how cool I would look in those outfit. When I watched backyard science on television, I always interested in doing experiment. I enjoyed myself at Kidzania, working on a different kind of ambitions. 

Me and my friends working as scientist at Kidzania during form 1 

But when I grow older, I realize that, to be like all of that profession, it is not easy. I have to study hard, I have to thousands of revision, I have to explore a lot about one particular topic.

I tried to ace in science subject. I managed to get A in all science exam since elementary school until form 2. When I'm in form 3, I realize that, I studied hard in science not because I wanted to further in science stream, but just because my whole siblings was studying science. I asked myself everyday. " What do you want to be in the future, Hazirah ? " During form 3, I took Kemahiran Hidup Bersepadu class in accounting. I always enjoy the class and finish the homework the earliest. I always get full mark and I thought " Oh maybe this is my passion." So during form 4, I want to further in accounting stream. But, my dad wont let me. He said " U always love science, why u suddenly want to further in accounting ? If u continue in accounting stream, U no longer can turn back and go to science again. What if u change your mind in the middle ? " My dad asked me like that. I'm thinking hard, and I think he is right. So I determined to further in pure science stream. But, my mind stick to becoming an accountant, or working in a business field. The field that I want to further have nothing to do with science.

Some of my notes that I keep in my photos because I used to love write the notes myself, took a photos and read it again and again. Sometimes, I share it to my friends too. 

 So after I finish my SPM, I told my dad that I really want to be part of business world. His reaction this time is different. He agreed and supported me to further whichever field that I wanted to. So I choose to continue my study in matriculation in accounting. In matric was where my business world journey began. And here I am now, in UKM, studying Business Administration. 

My offer letter to Matriculation, where my journey in accounting began. 

At first I thought that I want to be accountant, since I love calculation. But when I deep talked with my sister who had diploma and degree in accountancy, she said, what I interested in was not accounting, but finance. So, I planned to specialize in finance. Best thing about taking business administration in UKM is, I still have one year to think deeply and choose my path wisely. 

I don't have one clear ambition that I want to be but, I want to work in business world. No matter what it is. It can be at the bank, or corporate company, maybe services ? I love interacting with people. I love planning and managing something, and I love to count things. I hope when I graduate, I will get offer from a good company and I get to develop more skills. I'm not planning to have my own company since I prefer to work under people. I hope I get to graduate with flying colors.